I hate that no matter how hard I try to do something it somehow ends up being thrown in my face despite my best to help out
It's always just giving but never being appreciated for it. I do all these fucking things but when I at least want a little help back i'm suddenly just left on nothing, sometimes I don't feel appreciated at all or that i'm supposed to do all this otherwise i'm the bad person here, does that make sense? It's so fucking tiring I don't ask for much whatsoever. I'm not gonna be the one making the first move constantly anymore, I've already given almost everything dude. I'm gonna be the one waiting from here on out.